|SOAS Main Building|
Racism and Mental Health: Chama Kay and Nicole Crentsil
|Via @ananxiousminduk on instagram stories|
After the initial talk, the day was split into four workshops: Black Mental Health, Capitalism and Mental Health, Self-Care, and Refugee Trauma. I opted for Black Mental Health and Self-Care since those were the kinds of things I wanted to attend this session to learn about.
The session on racism and mental health actually hit me quite hard. The whole time we were talking I felt this bubbling pressure of frustration sitting in the pit of my stomach. I wanted to cry, to scream, to shout that it's not fair. For my readers that aren't BAME (black and minority ethnic) people, I need you to understand: I feel that bubbling frustration every time I see a black man killed by police on the news, every time my blackness is challenged, every time someone wants to tell me why blackface is okay for Halloween or cosplay, every microaggression, every time my hair gets touched without asking.
In this session, we talked about that frustration, how it manifests in different ways for black people, and how that can very easily lead to mental health problems. We talked about how one prepares for a job application or interview, and the responses that came back were less about reading up on the company or updating your CV, but about minding the kind of hair you wear, tailoring your CV to remove any black-focused activism or community work, never putting any illnesses or mental health problems, not wanting to fit into stereotypes like the "angry black woman" when really you're just standing up for yourself. One gentleman spoke about his father changing his name to anglicize it more and help with job prospects.
We talked about black people and our relationship with the police, that fear of the people who are supposed to be protecting us, and disproportionate police reactions with regards to different areas of London. All of these things lead back to thoughts of being afraid, feeling trapped, feeling less-than, and, as Chama said in the workshop, "having to dismantle the self in order to eat, pay bills..."
When you are constantly pulling apart who you are, suppressing yourself because you know it makes people uncomfortable, the side-effects of this constant struggle will be stress, anxiety, depression, dissociative disorders, maybe even suicidal thoughts. However, often when we reach out about feeling oppressed we're met with dismissal by people who can't see things from our perspective, only exacerbating those feelings. All in all, a really powerful talk that hit hard. Chama and Nicole also provided a list of mental health resources, a lot of which are BAME-centric but not exclusive, which I have added to my Google Drive should you want to have a look.
Next, I will be discussing the incredible talk on self-care as run by Dorett Jones and the final Q&A! If what I discussed interested you at all make sure to follow the relevant people on twitter:
Chama Kay: @chama_kay
Nicole Crentsil: @NKrystal
Amit Singh: @asingh11189
Consented UK: @consenteduk
Let me know your thoughts via our brand new twitter @ananxiousmind or in the comments below!Final one from Sundays #mentalhealthmatters event at SOAS #Audrelorde #selfcare #mentalhealth #consented Thanks to everyone who came and to the great speakers!